OMG OMG OMG
OMO OMO OMO
OH MY FUCKING GACKT, and throw out them wei babies.
Okay, okay.
I can glide.
Oh, sorry, you didnt here me did you? Or perhaps you can't believe it, i mean, neither did i at first, its just that....I CAN FUCKING GLIDE!

Okay, i will admit, im a bit shabby and sloppy, and it needs some work. BUT I CAN GLIDE. I know how to do it and now all i gotta do is perfect it.

That and learn how to do it in shoes. Yes, shoes. I can do it easily enough in socks, but shoes, thats a challenge. But alas, i shall learn soon because...I CAN GLIDE!

Hellz yes.

as you can seem im vare vare pleased with myself. I got everyone in my house to get into the living room to watch me do it. Vare amusing indeed. John says i need practice, my mom and roomie are just amazed that i can do it. And guess what? SO AM I. HOLY SHIT HOW'D YOU PULL THIS ONE OFF SKY?

Fucking gackt babies ftw. YES YES YES. Fuck that shit...fuck fuck fuck....CUSSITY CUSS CUSSUMS? JYAH CAUSE IM PLEASED W/ MYSELF.

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee cause im out....

PS: chee squad hwaiting.

PSS: miyavism

PSSS: ABDC thank you for the insperation, Dom, im gonna tap that twice.

Title: None
Pairing: jaechun
Rating: maybe pg-13
Type: One shot
Concrit?: definately.
Summary: A short story of unrequited love.

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okay...turns out wei isnt dead
and hes not mad
and he's just broke his phone and hs been playing zombie games.
woooooooo

im was so worried...now i can let out a great sigh of releif.
-does so-

i will be leaving for oahu on saturday afternoon. >x<
i might stay at my papa's but im probably staying at boo hao's
ive decided hes my bro again...XD
oh yes..a wrestling tornament has been put in place. I shall be victorious!

(/>o<)/ -battle cry-

i learned a new move..idk wut its called but i saw it in a bruce lee movie
im gonna try it on miu when i see her at skewl tomarrow

if you see this, be prepared. >D muahahaha..!

FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCKUMS

HALP ME!

Shit shit cock sucking fucking...

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Okay, i tried calling boo hao. "this line is disconnected"
WHY? TwT omg
my thoughts; oh god he died and i dont know about it cause his families full of chinese bastards that dont know im his sissy and i need to be alerted of these things.

i call his house next "we are not here right now" yada yada yada.

this was last night.
basicly the same thing happened today.

but what if liu is mad at me TwT oh gawd...
i find that this saddens me more than the thought of his death
pathetico? yes.

w/e i know this sound selfish, but i NEED to get in contact w/ him cause hes my ride to my jlp test soooooo..if anyone has actual msn (i dont) than could you message him? regardless of weither hes on or not. tell him to call meeeeeeeeee...

and if he says he doesnt hv my # cause he phone died or somthing its a lie. he's memorized it somehow. ( i dont even hv it memorized)

-sob sob- i srsly thinks this whole things my fault.
im lk...stressing out..i actually said it out loud too..w/ makes it even more real than it was when it was just floating in my brain.

ooo urrrrrrrrrrr
oooh urrrrrrrrrrrrr

someone halp me plz?
this test is my fucking life..and im stressing out...and my bro is probably dead..and last time i talked to him he was really depressed..and wut if he killed himself!

okay..my minds a roaming..this is dangerous.

but srsly? what would i do if he did kill himself? AND WUT IF IT WAS MY FAULT AND HE PUTS MY NAME ON THE DEATH NOTE AND THENS THE POLICE ARE LK "OMG ITS UR FAULT YOUR AN EVIL BEETCH" AND THAN I'D BE 100% TRUE CAUSE MY BRO/FRIEND IS DEAD AND ITS ALL MEH FAULT!!! (and his fathers) BUT THAT PUTS ME ON THE SAME LEVEL AS HIS SATANIC FATHER AND THATS JUST TERRIBLE!

OMG IM GOING INSANE!!!


(/;w;)/ -uber sob x347897634567890865432226789077777777777777-

dies/////////////////////////////////

-comes back to life-

-gets shot-

-comes back to life-

-gets murders by boo hao's ghost-

-is perminately dead, no chance of reincarnation-

Yah know, i took quite a few pictures on halloween, few of them on my phone or a digital unfortunately.(The majority are on a disposable camra XD) Though i do have a few. So regardless of that fact this should hv been posted nearly a month ago.

( halloween pics )

Well, onto more recent events. (i sound lk a bloody news caster) I went to see Twilight the movie. I saw the midnight showing and all, all the crazy fans were their and my buddies dressed up lk vamp/goths. It was var var amusing. I got to put some kid in a head lock. YAY!
Ohh how i enjoy violence.

Well here are a few pics i have of said event. All crappy camphone pics. I have more on my disposable. Your probably thinking how many pictures i have left on that thing, right? Well not many im afraid. Not many.

( Twilight Movie Day pix )

I'm so tired right now. I've only gotten one more paragraph down on my story today-compared to yesterday, I've got a page and a half down-it's pathetic really. Not to mention i officially feel sick today, and i CAN NOT miss school tomarrow. I've got a test.

I beleive there's a possibility of a readind response, which I have yet to do, being due tomarrow as well. Oh, what a full life I have, so much purpose. So much fucking stress is more like it. I've also got Mirotic dance practice on Friday, fallowed by my internship, fallowed by a date I got with some friends. I mean, the movie date isn't a hassle, but so much in one day, the thought is exhausting me this very moment.

My JLP test is in 3 weeks and I don't think Wei is my friend quite the way he use to be. Woo hoo, more stress. He'll still give me a ride though. But I don't think we'll be hanging out. It's not like I had the time to begin with, but I was going to try to make a bit of time after the test. Notice I'm say 'was', as in the past tense, as in; its probably not going to happen.

Im gonna post a small bit of my story; The Fallen. This way my peeps can cretict it. I didn't spell that right did it? Whatever, hoes can sound it out and guess. It fairly obvious why i'd post my shit story on lj though.

To tell you the truth, im not too sure about the title.

( The Fallen )
Im not even done w/ the first chap at this point really. But im working on in darnit. I wana keep my facts straight about the location. W/ is in a foreign country ive never been to and know little about besides the personal research ive done. Hellz, ive never even been to Europe before, this is far off territory damnit.

my first fan fiction. miu got sick so i wrote her a story. i think it was very sloppy and teribly written but i suppose it WAS my first fic, or at least thats my excuse.

( Miu’s Sick Day. )

On another note. Me and Boo Hao got in a fight. He's just so fucking cruel and inconsiderate. He's heartless really and i just cant deal w/ it anymore. He treats my memories like something unimportant, when i TOLD HIM THE DAY BEFORE HOW PRECIOUS RUFUS AND LIMMY WERE! Fucker.

And to top it all off, when i didnt forgive him after he said sorry he just kept making excuses for himself. And then he started treating me like i was just 'tired', there for makeing make irational. Or at least thats what he ment. He didnt use those exacty words cause hes a fucking chink and his vocab sux a large black mans dick.

Yah..im pissed.

Well w/e, im not talking to him anymore.
He can go and vent to his stupid jap friend.

"Nothing dramatic ever happens to me" he says. Congradu-fucking-lations, you jap-drama loving feegit, somthing 'dramatic' happened.

I feel lk i need a smoke...and a drink...and a hit. All at once.
My nerves feel bundled and thick. Im so uncomfortable...jittery. Its like im having a relapse and now im going through withdraw AGAIN.

Im contemplating drinking all the crap, weak ass wine in our fridge. But what im really craving is some white horse whisky, some chartrease. I wana drink it all up till my blood evaporates and my eyes turn green.

I wana wake up in cold water with my an IV in my wrist. Drip drip drip, is the sound it'll make when i drip too much acid down my veins. I'll trip for an eternity, and when my brains fried. I'll finally be able to smile normally again.

Thats what i want. What im craving. Im hungry for it...i know i dont need it but at the same time i do.

Damn i sound insane.


"DRUGGY", i can hear the judging thoughts of other. And i shall denny them all w/ a smile and crazy chartease green eyessssssssssssssssssssss.

Forrest mom said this;

Um Jordan what part of PARENTS don't want an "influence" like yourself around do you not understand? They'll probably toss your skinny, carpet munching, thieving ass in juvie if you get caught stealing AGAIN! Or they may find out you're legal and just an over aged flunky hanging at KCS looking for tuna tacos! GET REAL BITCH!

So true! phony little fucks like that ain't worth hanging with anyway. Bitches like that always leave their so-called friends holding the bag when they get caught stealing or lying and then try to play the good girl. Like our parents can't tell an asshole when they smell one. Get your own life dyke bitch! I can't believe you have what only 2 friends? Con some poor 8th grader!

...a joke.

Doest THAT look lk a fucking joke to you?
Oh, i didnt think so either.
Does it look lk an imature loser who has no idea WTF there talking about wrote it?
Oh, you agree.
NO FUCKING SHIT.

So i talk to forrest about this.

forrest: my mums not gonna say sorry.

me: that it was bitchy/imature/ect. my mom was, so pissed she was gonna press charges.

Forrest: oh wait..she said it was a joke.

forrest: she said shes sorry.

me: D:....

me: LOL
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so yah..i lost my voice today
so much for getting better... >x>

i think im gonna start drawing real ppl again soon OwO

oh...and i lost weight because i havent been exercizing...idk if i should be happy or disapointed...i rather weigh more and be strong than weigh less and be all dainty >x>;

i feel SO FUCKING SHITTY RIGHT NOW

fuck fuck fuck-ola

i got strep throat, w/ means i cant eat.
i have a head ache, w/ means i cant study.
and im in a shitty mood because, SURPRISE, my so called 'friends' y79ewui83729847289jkdah it doesnt even matter.


fuck you, fuck um all, the all the all we are
-sex pistols.


wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

damn....

i think im gonna log off and throw up now

WTF
who the hell lets there fucking mom read my lj post and then lets her respond?
WHO? fucking kyla apparently >x>

how dare you let your mom pull that bullshit on me
i never fucking defend myself around her because i want ot be NICE and not get YOU IN FUCKING TROUBLE.
I FUCKING LIED FOR YOU, AND YOU JUST LET YOUR MOM BITCH ME OUT WHEN YOU FUCKING DISERVE TO BE TOLD OFF CAUSE YOUR A USING BITCH HALF THE TIME.

FUCK.

WHY THE HELL DID I FEEL BAD WHEN WE LEFT OAHU? CAUSE I FUCKING THOUGHT YOU WERE MY REAL FRIEND.

@pinky or whoever the fuck left the message;
fuck you, say it to my face please.

yesterday i was SUPPOSE TO go to the fair
but my so called FRIENDS didnt fucking call me.

wtf...since i know miu and nikki are gonna read this; FUCK YOU GUYS,
im tired of being left out, treated lk and outsider and feeling lk shit.

so i ended up hanging out w/ sachelle sam, and eventually meeting up w/ tyler, austin, and cody as well. we got smoked at kamalii, chilled, went to the three tunnels and then smoked somemore.

ahh..cody is a very funny boy XD. idk if its only when hes stoned or what but hes fucking lol.

later the majority of us went back to my house and ate pancakes and watched the teli w/ my vati.
everyone thought my dad was in his twenties for some reason. -_- does he really look that young? fuck..>x> its creepy that my friends think that way. hes almost fucking 50 and they think hes in his 20's. THAT ALMOST 30 YEARS!
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soooo today is my last day of freedom. >x> alas i shall miss it. I went to my aunts house and hung w/ my cousin and her friends. poor boy sam. poor guy was getting picked on cause im more of a man than him.

on a side note. i think that fuckers stalking me. he knows my last name, knows were i live, and lk...fallows me around school apparently. its creepy.

IM SO FUCKING TIRED.
GAHH!

okay..so today was a good long, surprisingly fun day at school.
---
i found out that the global auditions are going to be in just 2 weeks!!! >x<

i litterally screamed when i found out.

sooooooooooo...my friends will be auditioning.
they need to pick a song already >x<
im excited for them...
but i just wana meet dbsk
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back to my day.

after school i got picked up by my vati
we went to town cause the traffic was bad
ate junk food
came back and HOLY SHIT BIG TIME TRAFFIC

so we fucking INCH our way to my dads house
w/ is closer than mine
and i play video games, watch queen of the damned, complain about it, and he plays his rpg online ect ect

i go to the gym.
OMG IM SO TIRED ALREADY
but i work out anyways
...for the sake of looking good for dbsk 9-9

jyah..now im drinking tea and being exhausted
no ones online to amuse me
so im making this post


YAY FUCKING ME
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yah..im offically in a really fucking bitchy mood.... -_-+

gahh
i really want to play resident evil..but im afraid to play alone
i scream to much XD

i was going to play when my dad came over to do laundry but, oddly enough, he didnt show up.

so i awfully bored.

im at the part were i gotta kill all those fucking insects! D<
they terrify me because there invisible.
why there aloud to make zombie insects invisible..idk.
but yah, scary shit.

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yah, ive been eating my weight in roasted edamame today
idk why, but that shits addicting
its one of the few things i trust to eat too XD
food paranoia~ BLOWZ

my mum demanded that i go shopping w/ her...we got a vaccum and batteries (what we came for), and a bunch of other useless shit we didn't need (as usual)

im switching rooms...again
im dreading the big move of all of my stuff
w/ mean by the time its all moved i'll hv half as much as i do now
maybe thats a good thing? i mean..i have a lot of shit in there that i DONT NEED and most likely wont ever use...

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moooooooooo...

i need to go to the gym
were the fuck is my dad?
im gonna call the bitch already.this is getting annoying.. D<

peace out yo

(hv a nice day~ ;})

i went to cosco today



i got bored and camwhored a bit.

my hairs not very straight..or brushed..so kinda looks lk shit...but...who cares? i was at cosco
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So yah. I think i hv lk..an eating disorder now.
I mean..im not anorexic or anything. Far from it.
But im SUPER paranoid about what i eat.
Ive been watching the tube too much or somthing cause i feel lk everything around me. all the foods out there...are terrible for me? lk they'll kill my insides.
That whole GMO and all the hormones in meats. The very thought GROSSES ME OUT.
So i find myself eating very..selectivly.

And maybe this is a good thing? but i hate always feeling paranoid about eating
it just makes me not want to eat half the time.
I can even drink juice or soda anymore. I feel as though theres too much fake sugar in there...and diet stuff grosses me out more becaue i KNOW theres splenda or somthing in it.

splenda=DEATH
at least in my book


so yah..enough of my bull shit

peach out homie g's XD

im surprise at how upsetting i found this



FUCKER BROKE UP GHOST

*slap hisui*

mehh
my vacation has just ended recently
it was wildly exhausting and there are adventures yet to come...i wonder what those adventures are?

Hair help plz. I can spike it, but not the way i want to.

( its blue doll )

old hair:

( je taime )